caligariblue:

» He smiled happily. “I’m glad you like it,” he said happily. “Even if you can’t remember your old memories, we can make new ones. Here’s the first one.”

» Aoba, you sappy nerd.

╢番犬╟ 『 You right, the first one of many others that we’re going to create 』 A sweet smile appeared in the face of Ren, he was looking forward for these new memories that would happen in the future.

6 years ago on 09.19.14 ✖ 5 notes

kuriajellyfish:

              ❝Uhm, okay, Ren. But I thought something had happen to you, please tell me when you go out and to where❞ He sighed, it wasn’t the first time Ren did that, and it wasn’t the first time Clear didn’t punish him. He couldn’t punish his little son when he asked for his forgiveness like that. He only could hope that he wouldn’t do it again.

╢番犬╟ 『 I don’t think I could tell to where I would go… Because I just go in walks and I start to space out… And I finish in random places 』 It was funny that a lot of people have told him to stop spacing out when walking and he still did it. 『 Even though, I will try to leave a note when I go out 』

6 years ago on 09.19.14 ✖ 1 notes
Clear hugs his little Ren for some moments, but then he takes the shoulders of the younger and gives him a serious look. ❝ Where have you been, Ren? I was very worried when you didn't come back yesterday's night ❞

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╢番犬╟ 『 Ah… Sorry… I got lost again and I could find my way back home… I’m truly sorry, father… 』 You could swear that the two strands of hair that looked like a pair of ear were more down than usual, like if they were true ears.

6 years ago on 09.19.14 ✖ 0 notes
rhymexbaken asked: 
[ that rose from the meme *~* /im at my phone/ ]

1st person gets a rose

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“I saw this and thought of you for some reason,” he said as he held a blue rose out to Ren. “They just took a white rose and put it in blue water, but it’s still beautiful, don’t you think?”

╢番犬╟ 『 Yes it is, even though it’s an artificial colour, it’s still a lovely flower 』 He admitted and took the rose offered, you could see that some parts of the petals of the rose were still white, but their beauty didn’t disappear, it made it more and more pretty.

6 years ago on 09.19.14 ✖ 5 notes

╢番犬╟ He was curious about who was that man in red, he look like a cool person, at the same time he looked like some of these people his father had told him to not be around, so he just stayed there staring at him.

6 years ago on 09.18.14 ✖ 2 notes

caligariblue:

“Very close,” he agreed, with a nod and a sad smile. “I’m not exaggerating when I say you were one of my best friends.”

» He shook his head at the other’s words. “You don’t have to apologize,” he reassured Ren. “I know you wouldn’t have forgotten me on purpose. I should be the one apologizing for losing you in the first place, and letting you come to this…”

» His fingers squeezed Ren’s, and he looked down. “I’m sorry, Ren.”

╢番犬╟  Every word said by that person made him feel more and more guilty, he wished he didn’t have lost his memory even more than before, but he knew that his memory won’t come back if he just asked and even begged to his brain to do it. And it made him feel so useless.

Even if he wanted to, he couldn’t said that it wasn’t his fault. He didn’t knew how he lost all of his memories, so he just stared in silence at the blue-haired boy, he didn’t know how to reply, he felt like he would make the things worse if he talked, then a painful expression appeared in Ren’s face when his fingers were squeezed by the person at his side and when an apologize came out from the same person. Again, he just stood there looking at the floor without saying anything. 

6 years ago on 09.18.14 ✖ 20 notes

caligariblue:

» His fingers twined with Ren’s, and he smiled, a bit hopefully. Maybe, if Ren was willing to do this much—albeit be a little confused about it—there was hope yet.

“That’s a broad question,” he said, though his voice had the slightest undertone of a chuckle embedded in it. “You were…reliable. Friendly. Loyal. Small and cuddly, too. It made me sad when you weren’t sleeping at the foot of my bed anymore,” he confessed.

╢番犬╟『 We were very close… No? 』 He said forcing a smile and sighed, the only thought of him being in the place of the blue-haired boy, made him feel very bad. Meeting someone that you really cared about and see how that person don’t even remember you.

I apologize again for not remember you 』He didn’t know what to do, he was truly sorry, he wanted to remember but he couldn’t, the only thing he could do was repeat these words, and ask for the forgiveness of Aoba.

6 years ago on 09.17.14 ✖ 20 notes

Deep in Thoughts

fiercenotfuwafuwa:

        “… Ren.”

        If the other didn’t have the same name as him, he would be rather surprised. Though, perhaps he as well had a nickname that someone called him by? “… My family calls me ‘Beta’ though, or just ‘puppy’." … Did this look alike have a family? Did he have an Aoba or was he taken from his Aoba as well…? Oh. Maybe…. Was his Aoba gone like Beta’s own would be within the next few short years?

        What a depressing chain of thought. A rather impolite chain as well- he couldn’t just outright ask if the look alike was all alone… Could he? If they were the same, would it be rude to ask questions like that? Perhaps, perhaps not; really he had no idea but seeing as how it was a sad question he would refrain from voicing it for now.  They just met, no need to bring up depressing topics of conversation just yet.

╢番犬╟ 『 Hm, then we have the same name 』 He mentioned, they seem to be the same person after all, but even if in appearance there wasn’t too much difference, maybe in personality there could be a distinction, no? Because, well, his family had him a nickname and his don’t, there was a variance.

『 My family don’t have any nickname for me, but some people call me ‘stray dog’, but I don’t consider them my family People who only showed kindness to him sometimes couldn’t been in the category of "family” for Ren, they called him like that when they saw him sleeping in the street sometimes, and they gave him some food and water in some occasions. But they won’t cry if he died one of these days, they didn’t care enough of him. Unlike his foster father.

Ren was curious about how was the family of the “other Ren”, because they were obviously different, but he didn’t want to trouble him with the many personal questions he had inside of his mind when they had just meet. It would be probably very impolite and rude of him if he did it.

6 years ago on 09.17.14 ✖ 11 notes

seikxtsu:

rhymexbanken 

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                ❝You look like a lost puppy.❞ he called out to the male who seemed to be bewildered with his surroundings.

╢番犬╟ 『 Eh… In some form it’s true… I’m lost 』 He admitted and laughed a little, it seems like it was more and more often got lost for him.

6 years ago on 09.16.14 ✖ 3 notes

The Dog saved by a Jellyfish || kuriajellyfish

╢番犬╟ “Where he was?… It was… An hospital… Yes, it was… Why? Why he didn’t remember anything?” Ren looked at his surroundings, it was all white and clean, and he didn’t like it. Then a person with a white coat entered to the room and gave him a smile, another thing he didn’t like, he told him that a white haired take him there.

Then he quickly stood, even if that person tried to stop him, he couldn’t. Ren won’t be there any minute more, hospitals really made him a unpleasant feeling. So he jumped from the window and he did it without being sure if he would come out with an injury. It seems that days was his lucky day, he had jumped from a second floor and he landed in a bush, but he got some cuts in his legs, they weren’t too serious but they seriously hurted.

Some people ran to where he had landed and asked him if he was okay, he didn’t answer anything, because the doctors were after him and he didn’t have any time to lost in answering questions to people he didn’t even knew.

With all of the energy he had left, he ran and ran, until he couldn’t see any of the persons with coats, until one of them appeared in front of him. The panic took hold of his being, he was in a dead end. 

But there was something different in him, he wore a mask and he had white hair and a yellow-greenish scarf. Things that the people of the hospital didn’t had.

He just curled with his back against the wall and started to sob.

       —-He didn’t want to come back.

6 years ago on 09.16.14 ✖ 1 notes